out of this world

When we look back at it all
As I know we will
You and me wide eyed
I wonder will we really remember
How it feels to be this alive
And I know we have to go
I realize
We only get to stay so long
Always have to go back to real lives
Where we belong
Where we belong
Where we belong

And we think back to all this
And I'm sure we will
Me and you
Here and now
But we forget the way
It really is
Why it feels like this
And how
And we always have to go
I realize
We always have to say goodbye
Always have to go back to real lives
The real lives are the reason why
We want to live another life
We want to feel another time
Another time
Another time...
To feel another time

When we look back at it all
As I know we will
You and me wide eyed
I wonder will we really remember
How it feels to be this alive
And I know we have to go
I realize
We always have to turn away
Always have to go back to real lives
But real lives
Are why we stay for another dream
Another day
For another world
Another way
For another way

One last time before its over
One last time before the end
One last time before its time to go...
again

watching me fall

Yeah I've been watching me fall
For what seems like years
Watching me grow small
I watch me disappear
Slipping out my ordinary world
Out my ordinary eyes
Yeah, slipping out the ordinary me
Into someone else's life
Into someone else's life...

There's a thin, white, cold new moon
And the snow's coming down
And the neon bright tokyo lights
Flicker through the crowd
I've been drifting around for hours
And I'm lost and I'm tired
When a whisper in my ear
Insatiable breeze
Why don't you follow me inside

The room is small
The room is bright
Her hair is black
The bed is white
And the night is always young
Is always young
Always young
The night is always young

Yeah, I've been seen stripped to the bone
In the mirror on the wall
Seeing her swallow it whole
Like its not me at all
She holds out her hands
And I follow her down to my knees
And the sucking inside
Insatiable smiles
You will forget yourself in me

The room is small
The room is bright
Her eyes are black
The bed is white
And the night is always young
And the night goes on and on
And the night is always young
And the night is never over
And over and over and over and over
And then its gone
And then its gone
Yeah, then its gone

Yeah its a cruel, mean, cold new day
And outside the snow is still coming down
And in the blood red tokyo bed
I watch me coming round
She pulled him down for hours
Deeper than I've ever been
And as I fall in the mirror on the wall
I'm watching me scream
I'm watching me scream
I'm watching me scream
I'm watching me scream

Yeah, I've been watching me go
For it must be years
Watching me get slow
I watch me disappear
And one day, yeah I know
I won't come back at all
And always over and over
In his ordinary eyes
I'm watching me fall
I'm watching me fall
I'm watching me fall
I'm watching me fall

where the bird always sing

The world is neither fair nor unfair
The idea is just a way for us to understand
But the world is neither fair nor unfair
So one survives
The others die
And you always want
A reason why
But the world is neither just nor unjust
Its just us trying to feel that there's some
sense in it
No the world is neither just nor unjust
And no going young
So much undone
Is a tragedy
For everyone

It doesn't speak a plan or any secret thing
No wanting sign of untold truth in anything
But living on in others in memories and dreams
Is not enough
We want everything
Another world
Where the sun always shines
And the birds always sing
Always sing

The world is neither fair nor unfair
The idea is just a way for us to understand
No the world is neither fair nor unfair
So some survive
And others die
And you always want
The reason why
Though the world is neither just nor unjust
It's just us trying to feel that there's some
sense in it
No the world is neither just nor unjust
And no going young
So much undone
Is a tragedy
For everyone

It doesn't mean there has to be a way of things

No special sense that hidden hands are pulling strings
But living on in others in memories and dreams
Is not enough
And it never is
We always want
So much more than this
An endless sense of soul and an eternity of love
Sweet mother down below and I'm just farther above
Living on in others in memories and dreams
Is not enough
You want everything
Another world
Where the birds always sing
Another world
Where the sun always shines
Another world
Where nothing ever dies

maybe someday

No I won't do it again
I don't want to pretend
If it can't be like before
I've got to let it end
I don't want what I want
I've had a change of head
But maybe someday
Yeah maybe someday

I've got to let it go
And leave it gone
Just walk away
Stop it going on
Get too scared to jump
If I wait too long
But maybe someday
Yeah I'll see you smile
As you call my name
Start to feel
And it feels the same
And I know that maybe someday is come
Maybe someday is come again...
So tell me someday's come
Tell me someday's come again

No I won't do it some more
It doesn't make any sense
If it can't be like it was
I've got to let it rest
I don't want what I did
I had a change of taste
But maybe someday
Yeah I'll see you smile
As you call my name
Start to feel
And it feels the same
And I know that maybe someday is come
Maybe someday is coming

If I could do it again
Maybe just once more
Think I could make it work
Like I did before
If I could try it out
If I could just be sure
Then maybe someday is the last time
Yeah maybe someday is the end
Or maybe someday is when it all stops
Or maybe someday always comes again

last day of summer

Nothing I am
Nothing I dream
Nothing is new
Nothing I think
Or believe in or say
Nothing is true

It used to be so easy
I never even tried
Yeah it used to be so easy
But the last day of summer
Never felt so cold
The last day of summer
Never felt so old

All that I have
All that I hold
All that
Is wrong
All that I feel for
Or trust in or love
All that
Is gone

It used to be so easy
I never even tried
Yeah it used to be so easy
But the last day of summer
Never felt so cold
The last day of summer
Never felt so old

The last day of summer
Never felt so cold
I never felt so alone

there is no if...

Remember the first time I told you "I love you"
It was raining hard and you never heard
You sneezed
And I had to say it over
I said "I love you", I said
You didn't say a word
You just held your hands
To my shining eyes
And I watched as the rain ran through your fingers

Held your hands
To my shining eyes
And smiled as you kissed me

"If you die", you said
"So do I", you said
And it starts the day you make the sign
Tell me I'm forever yours
And you're forever mine
Forever mine...

"If you die", you said
"So do I", you said
And it starts the day you cross that line
Swear I will always be yours
And you'll be always be mine
You'll always be mine
Always be mine...

Remember the last time I told you "I love you"
It was warm and safe in a perfect world

You yawned
And I had to say it over
I said "I love you", I said
You didn't say a word
Just held your hands
To your shining eyes
And I watched as the tears ran through your
fingers
Held you hands
To your shining eyes
And cried

"If you die", you said
"So do I", you said
But it ends the day you see how it is

There is no always, forever
Just this
Just this

"If you die", you said
"So do I", you said
But it ends the day you understand
There is no if
Just when
There is no if
Just when
There is no if

the loudest sound

Side by side in silence
They pass away the day
So comfortable
So habitual
And so nothing left to say
Nothing left to say
Nothing left to say

Side by side in silence
These thoughts echo around
He looks up at the sky
Yet she looks down at the ground
And stares down at the ground
Stares down at the ground

Side by side in silence
They wish for different worlds
She dreams him as a boy
And he loves her as a girl
Loves her as a girl

Side by side in silence
Without a single word
It's the loudest sound
It's the loudest sound
It's the loudest sound
I ever heard

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So the fire is almost out
And there's nothing left to burn
I've run right out of thoughts
And I've run right out of words
As I use them up
I use them up

Yeah the fire is almost cold
And there's nothing left to burn
I've run right out of feelings
And I've run right out of words
And everything I promise
And everything I try
Yeah everything I ever did
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
But the fire is almost out
Is almost out
And there's nothing left to burn
No there's nothing left to burn
Not even this

And the fire is almost dead
And there's nothing left to burn
I finished everything
And all the things I promise
And all the things I try
Yeah all the things I ever dreamed
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
But the fire is almost out

Half my life I've been here
Half my life in flames
Using all I ever had
To keep the fire ablaze
To keep the fire ablaze
To keep the fire ablaze
To keep the fire ablaze
But there's nothing left to burn
No there's nothing left to burn

Now the fire is almost out
The fire is almost out
Yeah the fire is almost out
Almost out
Almost out
Almost out
Almost out
And there's nothing left to burn

bloodflowers

"This dream never ends" you said
This feeling never goes
The time will never come
To slip away
"This wave never breaks" you said
The sun never sets again
These flowers will never fade
Never fade

"This world never stops" you said
This wonder never leaves
The time will never come
To say goodbye
"This tide never turns" you said
This night never falls again
These flowers will never die
Never die
Never die
These flowers will never die
Never die

"This dream always ends" I said
This feeling always goes
The time always comes
To slip away
"This wave always breaks" I said
The sun always sets again
And these flowers will always fade

"This world always stops" I said
This wonder always leaves
The time always comes
To say goodbye
"This tide always turns" I said
This night always falls again
And these flowers will always die
Always die
Always die
These flowers will always die

Between you and me
It's hard to ever really know who to trust
How to think what to believe
Between me and you
It's hard to ever really know who to choose
How to feel what to do
Never fade
Never die
You give me flowers of love
Always fade
Always die
I let fall
Flowers of blood